He makes me so uneasy and light. His face is placid and I’m trying to break through his barriers. I wanna be so deep in his mind see if there’s something dwelling in his head that I can relate to and feel closer to. I can see him but I can’t get closer. His tattoos, his green eyes, his lengthy tall figure. His neatly trimmed and manicured hair. He wants to be that guy but he has priorities that are stumping the guy I see. There has to be more than this physical relationship. I hope he sees me and wants me not for the occasional fuck but for a companion of mind, soul and body. I don’t know what to do.